Battlefield nurses

supporting the soldiers in this spiritual war

I’m a member of an Italian group where people who have resigned from their jobs offer their services at whatever they are skilled in. It’s a beautiful picture of what a new earth could like. A kinder place, with beautiful artwork and jewellery, massage, yoga and healing, and people opening their homes as restaurants, or planning different ways of schooling. And something about it just makes me feel sad in a way. There’s a kind of innocence to it, all these people are here with so much optimism, ready to start a new life. Will they make it? Will they find a way?

I know that probably many of you reading this have your skills, and offerings to help people heal and recover, or increase their wellbeing, and after years in this psychopathic matrix, it is all so necessary.

And yet some days, I’m not working with clients, I’m sitting here feeling that all my energy is directed towards trying to share and speak out online, feeling that desperate need for the truth to come out, and trying to do everything in my power to do my little bit.

And that makes me sad. It makes me sad, that I trained in all these ways of healing, in writing therapy and parenting coaching, and Sexological Bodywork, and there’s this huge distraction that takes me away from that work, because there’s a threat hanging over us.

Will I be able to get on a bus the next day? Will I have to leave this country because of mandatory vaccines? There is so much uncertainty, and rage and fear, and if there’s anything I can do to fight against it, then I will spend my time doing it.
And yet is the fight always the best way to use our energy?

I came off Facebook a few days ago, and have been given the gift of headspace. Perhaps giving up (cutting down) will be what is needed to dedicate more time to healing, and helping others heal, and less fighting. In these times of spiritual war, a fine tuning of how we spend our energy and attention (our ‘weapons’) might be what’s needed. Mainstream social media sites like facebook and twitter are weaponised, so it’s no wonder our minds get wounded when we use them. Sometimes it feels important to go out onto the battlefield, but we can also be battlefield nurses, working behind the scenes, helping others in their recovery.