The Nature Of The Safe Path

TRIGGER WARNING: This post covers some heavy topics such as persecution of the unvaccinated, concentration camps, and mass death. Please only read if you are feeling strong and want to confront these topics.

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When I wrote my post about the strength of our no, I included a paragraph about how the universe/higher power/god hear our No, and our reality aligns to actualise the No, ensuring that we are protected, that we find a safe path through the craziness of these times, without having to compromise our position. Even as I wrote the words, I wondered if I still believed them, as some of my spiritual beliefs have been shifting rapidly over the past few months.

The idea of the ‘safe path’ came to me after listening to spiritual teachers talk about how when we stand in our personal sovereignty and do not consent, we do not align with the gene therapy, we will not be put in a position where we have to have it. There was also an aspect of positive belief, staying ‘high vibration’ and that being part of a key to navigate through all the perils and dangers, and threats of these times. I have felt the safe path work in my life in some magical ways, in some kind of divine intervention. For example earlier this year, I really wanted to go to Amsterdam as part of my training in Sexological Bodywork. I decided that just this once I would do the PCR test, for the benefit of my education. However, a higher power had a different idea, I dropped a plate on my toe, and couldn’t walk properly for four weeks. After it happened I realised just how grateful I was, to avoid the test. I had a No around it deep in my body, even if my conscious mind wanted to say yes.

As things get darker and we wonder how far governments would push to gain our compliance it can bring up deep fears. Fines, being cut off from the food supply, money, or ability to access the internet. Then there are even darker fears of concentration camps for the dissenters, or a mass genocide.

A year or so ago, I thought of the film Schindler’s list, in which Schindler rescued some of the Jews. And I thought of it like this, that though we do not know what potential dangers await our journey, there may be an element of luck, or divine intervention, that might potentially give us a safe path of protection, even when everything seems hopeless. After thinking of this, and my spiritual beliefs, I told myself that everything was going to be okay and I packed away any fears or thoughts that it could be otherwise. Until recently.

In some of my previous posts, I’ve written about how I’ve shifted away from the more new age thinking around the ‘law of attraction,’  and the idea of creating our reality and manifesting our ‘wants,’ towards acknowledge the existence of ‘god’ and praying for needs, rather than ‘wants’ and praying for others. After writing one of these posts I was contacted by a Christian who told me that she got very rich using the law of attraction, but when she went to church and began praying, she lost her money very quickly. It was her belief that though the law of attraction worked, those desires were being met by the darker force in our reality, and they were not ‘of god.’

She also told me something that chilled me. That from her, quite literal reading of the bible. She didn’t expect to get out of this crisis alive. That what awaits the believers is persecution, concentration camps and death. I went to read the book of Revelation properly, and there it was, the fate of the 144,000 (which seems are called Starseeds in spiritual thinking), was ten days of imprisonment and death. I was horrified. For two days, I considered this outcome. This literal reading of the bible. That there was just a few more years on earth in these ‘end times.’ And the potential fates seemed to be to side with god, and taken to heaven, or side with the devil and taken to hell. And it brought up so many feelings of terror, and sadness, to think that there might not be very much time left. Over those few days I felt immense gratitude for all the simple things in life, as if I had a terminal illness. I also went deep into what it really means to feel as I know many of us do, that, ‘’I would rather die than have the vaccine.’’

After my two days of going to a very dark place mentally, but one also of deep appreciation for this life, I contacted the psychic Magenta Pixie who I follow on Telegram. Her take on it, was that the Bible is written metaphorically. In her view of ascension, and that of many other spiritual teachers, we are ascending spiritually during these times, and there will be no death, but a transition into an earthly paradise. This is also the case in the Bible, but there is a mass wipe out of life on earth before it happened.

What is the truth? I honestly can’t say. I’ve heard one interesting idea via Rachel Elnaugh, (discussing John Lam Lash’s work), that the Bible is apocalyptic programming, to make us think that we are in the end times, and the apocalypse is coming. That might be the case, but if so, I’m wondering why many Churches (according to some of the Christians who’ve contacted me, are straying away from directly teaching the Bible, and not talking about evil, or Revelation, almost as if they are deliberately diluting the teachings.

Anyway, it’s a big mystery, and I don’t know the answer. But what it made me realise, is how the spiritual, ‘everything’s going to be okay, we’re ascending’ line of thinking had been like a plaster to me, over those feelings of fear, over the possibility of darkness. I had been spiritually bypassing, even though I thought I knew better. It made me realise that I was afraid. Of pain. Of authority. Of dying. Would I rather die than take the vaccine? For me, it does feel like it is the only choice to make, whatever the consequences. And it is ultimately the only safe path, to align with god, with this higher power, with what feels good and right.

And yet I was still scared. Of death. Or of the pain and suffering that might proceed it.  There was still work I need to do to process these feelings, of fear, of finding the strength so that I can look for the truth, rather than looking to a spiritual comfort blanket, that I do not know for sure is true.

What will happen? Can I consider the possibilities with more awareness? Not to be filled with fear and feed the apocalyptic concentration camp narrative, but also not to blindly bypass with a ‘sunshine and roses’ positive one. I don’t know what is going to happen, and can I honestly say that it will be safe path? I think perhaps that it matters what we define as safe. That there may be a part of us, that wants everything to be okay, because we are scared, of pain, of suffering, of authority and death. And in a funny kind of way, spiritual narratives can serve the very same purpose as the COVID narrative. To use the fear of death against us. Spiritual narratives can sound so perfect, and wonderful that we do not process fears around death. They stay with us/

Someone said to me, ‘’everything’s going to be okay. We’re immortal souls’’ and perhaps that is what matters. That we must remember who we really are, more than these physical bodies, which are temporary. Aligning with that, and remembering that, we know that with our souls intact, we have chosen the safe path. We have our strong No’s, and maybe we can become even stronger in our conviction when we confront our fears and realise that it is still a No, no matter what. Will we have to confront fears and difficulties along the way? I do not know but we are strong, and we can ask god, or a higher power for help and assistance along the way. We are not alone.