The Way Out Of The Darkness

Some would say that there’s no such thing as evil, that it’s just the shadow side of humans, or traumatised people inflicting suffering on others because they are traumatised. I was one of them. At age 25 things began to change, after a traumatic medical procedure I began to perceive something I referred to as ‘the darkness.’ It is hard to describe but it was like something I sensed, beyond my own mind, it was not part of me. I was surprised. Up until that point I’d thought that the universe was all love and light. 

After four years it felt like this rip in my reality was mended, I felt happy again and the darkness receded. 

But I think that this experience predisposed me, to find out certain things about reality, to have certain pieces of information placed in my path. 

In 2016 a random video on fb by a man sharing his testimony of being abducted by ‘aliens,’ sent me on a trail of breadcrumbs and I ended up buying a book by David Icke. 

I now see how work as part of a counterfeit awakening narrative, that we are built with a God-shaped hole, and a desire, to seek God, the truth, and that when we do counterfeit truth information pulls us into a rabbit hole, so we think we are awakened but are still in the dream. 

Anyway, are these secret families that Icke writes about traumatised individuals inflicting trauma over and over again in a generational cycle, or is it something more? 

In 2020 I found myself looking again into the nature of the power and control behind the scenes. I started to come across the horrific testimonies of those who had experienced SRA (Satanic Ritual Abuse) as children. One of the stories really stuck with me as the woman had seen real demons manifest during the rituals. 

Up until that point I had just thought that it was their spiritual beliefs, but not that it was real. It got me thinking, slowly, gradually, then if demons were real, then maybe the Bible had some truth in it. 

It is true that people who are traumatised can tend to act out their trauma on others, but it is not the only part of the story. Where there is hurt and pain, demons can find an open doorway. 

As society evolves there is more and more understanding of mental health, more and more compassion, empathy and education, about how traumatised people inflict trauma on others. And the notion of evil appears to become more and more archaic. 

As poet Charles Baudelaire said, ‘the greatest trick the devil ever pulled was convincing the world that he didn’t exist.’ 

When I look back at 2020, and all the people who couldn’t conceive that there could be a deceptive plan behind it, because they’d been lulled into a false view of reality where people are never motivated by evil. 

It is not our fault, that we have been hurt, and traumatised, but only we can make the decision to close the doorways, to say no to demonic oppression. Satan is the God of this world, and there is only one way to protect ourselves and that is through Jesus.